Maybe you need to understand...
That everything isn't what it seems.
People you love betray you...
Cutting you open like surgery...
Making sure to ruin every aspect of your heart...
Making sure you don't feel anymore...
People around you wave their hands...
Watching you drown...
Wanting you to lose...
Wanting you to hate them...
So you just block out the thoughts...
You try everything you can...
To keep yourself from crying...
I have been in your shoes...
We may be completely different from one another...
In both genes and history...
But we are still in the same boat...
Feeling the same way in some sick twisted way...
This must be god's way of laughing at us...
We all know he hates the human race...
He plans all this out to mock us...
To make us struggle...
Well I'm sick of struggling...
I am going to stick it to him...
Saying he can't control my life anymore...
He can't do what he sees fit...
I already had my parents do that...
I don't need some dammed higher being,
who thinks he just has all the control...
No I just need me...
And possibly...
You...
If you're willing to get up and go with me...
Let's watch everyone burn up into ashes...
Let's travel to a new land...
Where no one can look down on how we feel...
But the tears still come...
Black and strong...
Does death truly linger in our hearts?
Just stop this pain tonight...
And we look to eachother...
Pull the trigger...
It's much better.